Past...

Its very easy to let go the moment..

the more u travel far n far away...the more u get relieved ..

slowly n slowly we move ahead..

what left behind are traces of memories...

with some blank images & 

past easy to forgive...

past easy to forget...

relations, happiness, smile, joys, pain, tears...

moments of memories are just like that....

ignorance of fault..

sweet limed mistakes...

all drowned in fist of gain...

past easy to forgive...

past easy to forget...

long drives, late night studies, coffees, maggie...

gossip, crushes, hangouts, party’s....

air love, boozing, shout, anger....

speedy  jumps, music, books n guilt...

all drowned in shades of brain...

past easy to forgive...

past easy to forget...

walking along the warmth of one...

sharing the hug & breath together....

making the love & care each other...

holding the hands & walk beyond....

all drowned in a crumbs of rain...

past easy to forgive...

past easy to forget...

easy to survive on edge of life..

struggle, joy, health & wealth...

all becomes part of crest..

closing eyes dreaming white...

past recollected tears n smiles...

all blew in moments of death...

past easy to forgive...

past easy to forget...

simply what life means is just not everything...

all are moments just like sand grains...

hold them tight more you lose...

all drowned in time of journey...

past easy to be learned...

future to dream...

present to re-live...

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Har pal har lamha jiska chehra mere dil mein hai.

Wo noor hai mera aasmaan.

Har hadd se upar har khwaab se zyaada ye ishq rahega bepanaah.

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Saason mein bas jaaye ye saans teri.

Har dhadkan leti rahe tera hi naam.

Samet loon tujhe baahon main apni.

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Khamoshi mein ulajhi hui.

Rooh mein fanaa ho meri har aarzoo.

Ho ishq itna k kam lage saaraa jahaan.

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Doori ho laakh kitani bhi…..

Kabhi ho na paayenge tere khyaalon se judaa…..

Jiyenge khud ko mitaa ke teri muskaan k liye…..

 Jab tak hai jaan…..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Teri zulfon ke saaye mein tham jaaye saansein.

Tere jism ki khushboo bas jaaye meri baahon mein.

Har faasle mein dooa hai khwaab tera.

Har lamha.

Har khwahish.

Har alfaaz.

Har saans…..ye ishq yuhi roshan rahe..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

Jab tak hai jaan…..

AGONIFIED

Glittering sand in the blooming autumn.

I curse the God for my happiness.

Shallow prayers in boozy steeple chase.

I clang the Temple in my ego`s.

Twinkling thrust abandoned windows.

In the hope of new dawn.

Spiders web in my clustered memories.

Clashing with the melodies of wandering crows.

Turning wheels in the bunch of purple bingo's.

Tapping to the beats of crimson tide.

Bending curves to my clumsy back.

I carved the season to Mongolian bow.

Tripling the money and riding red dragon.

I was advanced for brutal peace.

Rain of blood all apart the barren jungle.

I dumped my soul to thorny marshmallows.

Questions unanswered and mysteries unrevealed.

It`s my curse I have to depart.

All the spears shattering my shield.

It`s my agony I am the last Crusoe.

Turning Gray...!!!

Don’t know what happened and what went wrong

D night went silent down the way

Just a few days journey a big land Barney

Passed up in the second way

A moment was just behind when I opened my wings wide

A flash later the sky turned its own way

A sun dipped in a sip of mallet

Hangover roused in d candles clay

Eyes burned the reddish carnation

Musical enigma was fuzzy abandoned

Caustic dream were new on my bed

Spider’s web became d perfect getaway

Holding d hand of my pink princess

I walked along d scattered bay

Fire bundled winters covered

Wolfs growl made horrified way

Bunkers blued roasted around

Morning blushes the oceans in May

Long roads on endless journey meeting strangers at cafe

Writing stuffs on the crunches delights heart turned rusty gray

Still don’t know what happened and what went wrong

When the night went silent down the long passive way

my angel...dedicated to you my sis..

right from my childhood...i thought to care u...

i cared for u...

u r my life...u r my angel...

like a father..i covered u..

like a mother i loved u...

like a tree standing tall for u..

shading u from all darkness...

i burned myself..but rosed like sun...

so dat light of happiness will always be around u..

like a toy..like a friend..

i always tried to fill joy for u...

i act like a clown..all laughed at me..

but smile on ur face was all for me..

i left my way..i left my life..

for me it was only u...

i was jobless...still fought death race..
so dat could earn money for u..

to fullfill all ur wish and demands..
i did watever i could do..

we fought several times..

but i always surrendered..

we danced in joy dat u won..

i always used to give up..just for dat thing..

my angel i really loved u..

d first time u said i luv him soo much..

i stood for my god to complete ur life just for u..

u were happy wid him and he could take care for u..

i bond this relation only for u..
so many times i was rude to u..
i knew i was wrong..felt bad...
but my angel...i was just worried for u..

dere was a time i was in loads pain..even my love left me..

cried alot but it didn't showed u..

i made d fake smile just to keep u always happy..

days, years, seasons and nature all knows how much i love u..

i am pillar i am rock..strong wall supporting u..

no matter we stay apart no matter we stay far...
no matter the age...i know how much careful u r..
just few things i wanna say..
for ur every single happiness i always pray..
may all ur sorrows and pain come on me..
will make u fly high above cloud..wings wide barrier free..

i am dere and always dere for u...

my sis, my bro, my daughter, my heart wat shud i call u...

i named u my angel...u r my life...

o my sweet luv...u r my everything...

my reason of life is u...

" dedicated to u my sis...."