Turning Gray...!!!

Don’t know what happened and what went wrong

D night went silent down the way

Just a few days journey a big land Barney

Passed up in the second way

A moment was just behind when I opened my wings wide

A flash later the sky turned its own way

A sun dipped in a sip of mallet

Hangover roused in d candles clay

Eyes burned the reddish carnation

Musical enigma was fuzzy abandoned

Caustic dream were new on my bed

Spider’s web became d perfect getaway

Holding d hand of my pink princess

I walked along d scattered bay

Fire bundled winters covered

Wolfs growl made horrified way

Bunkers blued roasted around

Morning blushes the oceans in May

Long roads on endless journey meeting strangers at cafe

Writing stuffs on the crunches delights heart turned rusty gray

Still don’t know what happened and what went wrong

When the night went silent down the long passive way

my angel...dedicated to you my sis..

right from my childhood...i thought to care u...

i cared for u...

u r my life...u r my angel...

like a father..i covered u..

like a mother i loved u...

like a tree standing tall for u..

shading u from all darkness...

i burned myself..but rosed like sun...

so dat light of happiness will always be around u..

like a toy..like a friend..

i always tried to fill joy for u...

i act like a clown..all laughed at me..

but smile on ur face was all for me..

i left my way..i left my life..

for me it was only u...

i was jobless...still fought death race..
so dat could earn money for u..

to fullfill all ur wish and demands..
i did watever i could do..

we fought several times..

but i always surrendered..

we danced in joy dat u won..

i always used to give up..just for dat thing..

my angel i really loved u..

d first time u said i luv him soo much..

i stood for my god to complete ur life just for u..

u were happy wid him and he could take care for u..

i bond this relation only for u..
so many times i was rude to u..
i knew i was wrong..felt bad...
but my angel...i was just worried for u..

dere was a time i was in loads pain..even my love left me..

cried alot but it didn't showed u..

i made d fake smile just to keep u always happy..

days, years, seasons and nature all knows how much i love u..

i am pillar i am rock..strong wall supporting u..

no matter we stay apart no matter we stay far...
no matter the age...i know how much careful u r..
just few things i wanna say..
for ur every single happiness i always pray..
may all ur sorrows and pain come on me..
will make u fly high above cloud..wings wide barrier free..

i am dere and always dere for u...

my sis, my bro, my daughter, my heart wat shud i call u...

i named u my angel...u r my life...

o my sweet luv...u r my everything...

my reason of life is u...

" dedicated to u my sis...."

only if u were there.....!!!!

The long roads of the life

filled with hurdles of no's and why

clearing them wud be much easy

only if u were there

my words of sorrow are wanding up high

ladder of happiness is very small

climbing the top and yelling my agony

wud have been more loud only if u were there

quantum of pain turning to feather bed

the quicky was the booming carnival

the chanting sparrows twinkling my house

wud have been pleasant only if u were there

shattered heart battling for life

veins are now passage of spear

the love wud have been on all high skies

only if u were there

passionate devils scaring my life

your one hold dominates cupids world

being wid u forever always and ever

wud have been possible only if u were there

need u most in every milestone

my soul creeps for bright twilight

the dark shallows can turn to curious breeze

cud make my life blossomed only if u were there....!!!!!